well guys its a very long time since i have started a new topic..

i thought it would be good to share the healing crisis that i am going through and have been going through for awhile now..

as most of you know pre-raw (4 years ago) i had alot of illness...and i have been finding my way lots of hits and misses..fine tuning fine tuning...

well for the last 44 days i have been having blended fruits soft fruits...juices,juice fasting and water fasting...the last 2 weeks or maybe 3-have lost track...im not having anything to ingest until 12 lunch time,and then its just vege juice...to allow more cleansing healing work to be done...

my colitis came back with a vengeance  a few months ago...my abuse of my body..ingesting raw chillies and the like..and turned ulcerative!that is settling now....

the cleansing is incredible...getting more and more...break outs,body odor....patchy tongue,today a rash in the middle of my back-and the expulsion of mucous is huge!....feeling very tired...so just resting sleeping when i can....dreadfully thirsty....drinking copious amounts of water....

so what i am really sharing this for...is to say yes....eating raw vegan- alone,is cleansing...but for some,like myself it needs to go deeper to truly eliminate and remove whatever is holding my body back from  moving to the next level...

i feel different....deep within on the deepest cellular level....more spiritually and mentally than anything...because physically not real flash right now...

just riding it out...going with the flow....getting the crud out...making way for the good,the renewed....

Hey beautiful lady, wow it really sounds like you are doing some very deep cleansing.

Those that follow the Natural Hygiene approach don't believe we should ingest chillies, garlic, onions and the like. I've never been really sure which way or the other but when you think about it if it burns your mouth then its gotta be burning your insides. I know for a fact that when I eat garlic on an empty stomach it makes me feel sick and the kids say the same thing when their sick and I'm trying to dose them up on garlic.

Rest and heal beautiful and I look forward to reading more about your cleansing experience, thanks so much for sharing.

Will send out some healing energy your way.

Hugs

Hi RGG,

This is the first time I've written in a journal of yours.  You have unknowingly been such an inspiration to me and I seriously look up to you for where I want to go in my journey.  I'm lagging far behind, believe me!!!!   You're at the peak of Mt Everest, I'm at the base......just an analogy as to how much work I need to do.....but I want to climb to the peak, but it's sooooooooooooo hard with a non-raw family.......and my lack of will power!!!  So I need to make a pact with myself to turn to a source of inspiration at times of low esteem, and you're my source of inspiration and I thank you immensely for that.

What you're going through at the moment sounds terrible, but good at the same time when you know WHY your body is doing what it's doing.  You are so strong in riding it out.  You make me realise that I'm weak.......but that's a good realisation. You are really a gorgeous being, and someone who is so strong in themselves that believes you deserve the best.....and you do.  That I will work on too in myself!!!

I send you my love and will be eager to know your progress.  I'm so humbled that you are there to share your experiences with us. 

Take care my sweets

Luv

Rita

Ditto what Jen said. You are an amazing person, so giving, kind and loving. I'm glad you are getting better.

xoxox

testing to see if i can post on here.couldnt yesterday....

okey doke...here i go..

thank you everyone for the awesome replies..this wasnt intended as a journal,but after reading your replies,well i decided it might as well be...

have been sleeping and resting alot...i felt awesome in thailand,and just thinking about that today,i was sleeping 10-12 hours every day...

so last night,i slept 10 hours...started to feel a bit more alive...

lots of sunshine yesterday....visualised the sun drawing the toxins out of my body....and being elimated in the sweat...

had a complete exercise free day yesterday,that is huge! for me...a whole day without purposeful exercise....but i listened to my body and i know i need it..

right now i feel as though i have a very long way to go..but im refusing to look ahead,and say how long til full health...living in the now,with purpose and clear intent of being the best i can be...

natural hygiene is the only way for me to eat and live...the only way! fortunately i love it,so its all good!
David Kleins books are really helping me through this tough time,i hope i get to meet him one day..he seems like he would be a quiet gentle man,with very little ego...a good heart!

Went for a long walk this morning,amongst nature and trees,where i have ran so many times before....i literally stopped to smell the roses(came across an amazing rose garden...)i didnt push too hard,but did get my heart rate up,then i jumped on the swings for 10 minutes or so...felt so free and light..

thank you again everyone for your support...

Neet sending you lots of love and healing vibes your way. We all love you dearly you know that. I am hoping that it passes soon and you get the new level of health that you want.

Lots of love Angie

thanks for your support...its funny i was saying to our fabulous Jenny(rawsensational Jenny) last night,this wasnt intended as a journal or a topic for support,but more to share that a healing crisis can occur wayyyyyy down the track of going raw vegan,esp if there has been lots of ill health involved!

but i will keep you updated as i go...

Peta...all of the above,Suay,Neet,RGG....its all cool...as long as you decline to call me NeetS......that has some unpleasant memories attached to it...thank you....*smile*...ahhh we cant rush health unfortunately,lol...id like to,but cant be done .....patience is a virtue-give it to me right now dammit! lol...

okay,so feeling a lot more human getting more sleep...felt good this morning...walked 9 kms in 70 mins...i didnt think i was zipping along that much...but i must have been....it was lovely early,i saw the most gorgeous blue wren,i had forgotten how precious( and tiny) they are...just beautiful hopping around looking busy!
did my 5 tibetans...and extra ab work...nothing too strenuous....not to the point of fatigue...would have liked to trampoline as well,but didnt have enough time left before work..

Had a busy day at work....am quite dehydrated at the moment...not weeing enough....had juice
then watermelon later...and now enjoying blended rockie..yummo!

not looking so pale,but still dark under my eyes and a bit puffy....have noticed-not for the first time,that when i am dehydrated i retain fluid...now theres motivation to drink more water....who wants to be puffed out with fluid,not i...

Just on a short break...for an hour...then i have some vip clients to see until around 8...so i wont get to Sergeis talk tonight..ahh well...these are very good clients..such is life...not meant to be this time around...ebb and flow ebb and flow!

yeh they are Jennie....

im doing pretty well...getting into bed as early as possible at night...and still having some sort of a life,lol....tricky balance sometimes...

up at 5.30 this morning...early start today,but an early finish...will be done by 2.30 ohh yeh!

still releasing heaps of mucous.....and getting some bowel cramping....but things are definitely improving thanks for asking babe....

still working out...but not pushing to exhaustion...thats a new one for me,lol.....