In the gutter, obviously!!! 

Thanks for clarifying Sacha...and shattering the illusion!!

xx

Mummy...I told you not to post that photo of me!!!!!!

Hey waterberry.  Hope you're well.

Lots of love,

swami xxx

All quiet on the Emi front.....E M I...where are you???  Are you OK?

Sending you more hugs and love and hoping all is well in your world.

I'm missing you too.

Lots of love,

swami xxxx

P.S.  Sacha, you're not meant to French kiss your siblings!

Dear Jen

I'm sorry you're having such a tough time of it at the moment.  You can't put your own happiness on hold in order to make others happy...you must find it from within to create it on the outside, and it is not YOUR job to create happiness in other people's lives.  Others must also find it from within, and when you are in one another's company, you will be happy together, not the sole reason for their happiness. 

This is a huge journey for you, and I'm sensing that you're not feeling the support that you'd like right now.  Maybe you have to let go of the raw family ideal and just let them be for a while until they are ready to walk that path with you.  Forcing it seems to be causing more angst and I wonder whether it's really worth it?  I know you want your family to live in perfect health, but there needs to be harmony on other fronts too; diet alone will not create health if it comes with resentment. 

Allow your pain to keep surfacing...better out than in, as they say!  You are healing yourself on so many levels, so it's expected that there will be some bumps in the road.  But they are just bumps and they're serving to make you stronger.

I'm looking forward to seeing you tomorrow night (if you're still up for visitors) to give you a big hug and talk (if you want to) about what's going on for you. 

I hope you're having a deep sleep and that you wake up feeling better than you felt today.  I think there's something going on in the universe at the moment; there's a strange energy happening with everyone it seems...or maybe it's just me!

Take care beautiful one and be kind to yourself.

Lots of love,

swami xxxx

69...woo hoo.  And what an auspicious number...hope you spent the day celebrating, 69 style!! 

Lots of love to you, you gorgeous, beautiful, sexy mummy!!

swami xxx

Oooh Jen...100 pages.  Now I don't know whether to write or not....if it tips it over to 101 I'll just delete it, but then where can I write to you?  It's still a while before the new year!

Now I don't even know what to write, so I'll just send you a big hug and see you soon...Jo and I want to come over and TALK!!  When's good for you?

Lots of love,

swami xxx

Hello beautiful Mummy May

Thank you for sharing that wonderful story with us; it truly is a miracle for Jan after so much heartache.  Anastasia and Natasha are so beautiful and precious; I'm sure they will bring much love and happiness to your amazing cousin, who has never given up despite all the pain she has experienced along the way.  I send Jan and her partner my very best wishes, and perfect health to their gorgeous little babies.  May they live long and happy lives, safely enfolded in their parents' love. 

My love to you too,

swami xxx

Hi Tracey.  Just sending you love and  a big hug, and hoping you have a great day.

Love from someone as anally retentive as a Virgo, but not a Virgo!!

swami xxx

Hello gorgeous goddess.  Looks like your health is improving...so wonderful.

Have you seen "Under The Tuscan Sun"?  There's something in there about lady beetles and their meaning and everytime I see one I think of the luck they bring too.  They are such a special little creature; why can't all little bugs be that cute instead of fruit flies (the current bane of my life) and c0ckroaches (the biggest fear of my life, equal to needles)? 

Wishing you a wonderful, healthy and beautiful day, filled with more of life's precious gifts. 

Love swami xxx

He he he...it's a simple story, but I love the faces you're pulling, so will keep it a mystery for a little bit longer!!!!!

xxx

Hi Chelle.  A belated welcome from me...I love your new avatar!  So funny!!

I haven't read your journal from start to finish yet but wil do so while it's still on its first page (hopefully, but on a day when I'm not making truckloads of food).  I've seen you all around the place though and wanted to say hello and also thank you for your sweet words about me in the game I started in chat!  Thank you!

Wishing you well and will come and see you very soon.

Love swami xxx

Wonderful, wonderful story, Mummy May, and rather apt too, wouldn't you say?!

Thanks for sharing!  Hope you're having a trash free day!!

Lots of love,

Your D1 xxx

I can't believe you bought that Spice Girls DVD!  You're so lame!!!!!  Ha ha ha!!!

Dinner's at 6.  If we're not there, go to the very end table on the right...there'll be a beautiful girl and her gorgeous baby there, oh, you know them, the ones you met at Byron Bay when we were on the railway tracks.  See you there and have a great day.

Love swami xxx

Hi sis.  Just wanted to send you a hug filled with love and wish you a wonderful day.

Love swami xxxx

LOL the wolf whistle!!!  I just know May is going to LOVE that!!!

xx