good point sandy. whenever i think 'raw' it registers in my brain as 'raw vegan'. i sometimes forget there are other ways to do raw. id say there would totally be raw feta around somewhere. i'll keep an eye out for it when we head to the healthfood stores tomorrow

thanks!
im feeling REALLY GOOD right now. ive had a blah kinda couple of days, eating too many nuts and the odd cooked bit here and there with my girl, just to put a fullstop at the end of some of our old favorites like buying Indian. If i just said
"no more indian" my girl (and me too honestly) would go "aww it would be nice to have indian like we used to" sometimes. but this way i got to say "this is our last time having indian takeout. lets really enjoy it" and it has that finality to it. or maybe its all excuses lol. either way its done and enjoy it i did lol.
so yeah, from those things my digestion has been pretty rotten the last couple of days and making me feel blah, but ive had a nice light day today, a gs for breakfast and lots of fruit during the day and now i feel really happy, like i could just laugh for no reason at all.
im taking a week off training this week. just doing a bit of light exercise and giving my body a chance to catch up after the heavy term and re-energise before the next one hehe. so just a little stilt play in the park, some juggling and a bit of yoga and stretching. its been nice. and its given me a chance to sort some destinations in my head for the journey im on at school. things i will have achieved by the end of next year. i will have my street show by this october, ive already got the outline all worked out, it just needs its details filled in. but i also spent today working out just how i want to make a living after school is done. it was good.
so over the course of these holidays i just need to start making a plan of what i need to actually *do* to make sure i reach that destination. i think the most immediate concern is to have more of a core training regimen worked out where i can spend 1-1.5 hours a day 3 times a week strengthening my core, and back, shoulders and triceps so i will have the strength to really be able to apply myself to the arials training i would like to continue with once the time comes to pick our electives. because at the moment, while i love web, and all of the moves sink into my brain instantly and i really understand the principals behind all the locks and such, i simply dont have the strength and endurance to do some of them. this needs fixing.
and then theres juggling, the area i actually want to focus on

lol. lucking i dont really need to work out much of a true regimen for that because i train it every spare moment i have anyway lol and the skills that are most important for me to master at any given time and for any given reason are always floating around in my head anyway lol.
so its been a good day of mental housecleaning. and of uncooking hehe. im really enjoying all that uncooking.
oh and Neet: you will get a pic lol. eventually. i just never seem to be around cameras lol. but really im not buff. i actually keep getting told im skinny lol. tho i think thats crazy. i still have fat kid syndrome from highschool lol. i think its sunk in that im not fat anymore lol but it took me a long time to start buying clothes that actually fit me lol.