Vi what a wonderful garden, it's going to be so tasty!!!! 

My garden is about the size of a wheatgrass tray LOL  My mum has given me some nasturtium plants though and I've planted those and I have some parsley and coriander in a little wooden ornamental wheelbarrow so when I go past I stand and eat some of each.  Yum yum yummy   And then there's my mango tree as well.  I tried tomatoes but the dog seems to nip off the baby toms and chew on them.  Healthy for her at least.

I look forward to more pics of your Garden of Eden.

Love
May

Dear Vi
My heart goes out to you today when I read your post. Without going into to much detail I myself have been in a similar position to you when my older daughter lost all her speech at age 4. Another of my children had a speech disorder earlier on as well. Both have recovered and only me with me knowing ear can tell the difference (from "normal") For many years I blamed myself and I lived with depression and anxiety but it was only when I learnt to just still my mind and except 'it is what it is' that i could move forward.
Blaming your self is taking you back to the past when right NOW this very moment holds the key to your happiness and is where your real power is. Right now you are doing the best you can do for your darling little one.
I hope you soon get into the sleep place for you and your bub. I'm sure you are going to feel like a new woman with some sleep and rest.
Thank you for inserting that post from Gosia....I found it very helpful.

Sending big hugs to you now
Peta

I doubt that my hubby will ever be 100% either but he is so supportive of me that I sometimes get tears in my eyes. Just a beautiful beautiful man!

I loved your poem. Thanks for typing it out for us!

xoxoxo

Love to you Beautiful Vi, you are so very special and will be sorely missed.  Thank you for the beauty of your heart.

I hope you are able to return soon.  That all the reasons will resolve.

Love
May

Best wishes Vi. I hope that things improve for you soon with the bubba no sleeps. I'll miss you.

Thinking of you....

Jennie oxoxxo