I love that movie too BB... especially the scene with the swaying trees.  At least I think that's the same movie.

But, my images of romance all came from 'the crow'...... perhaps it's just the juxtaposition, but I doubt it.

Hello I'm back! 

Back from the freezing cold nights of Adelaide but the hearts I stayed with keeped me warmer then ever. The last two weeks I have spent in Adelaide. And it was nothing short of amazing. Life changing even. I mean that with every ounce of my heart. It would never of been if it wasn't for the arms wide open, do anything for you, most welcoming and sweetest love from my sister Berry. I love you so much. I will be forever gratful having you as my sister.

My time in Adelaide was the best. I won't go into everything but Spending my time with Berry and her husband Andrew and kids was beautiful and with Stine and Lou staying there too was just the perfect recipe for a holiday I will never forget. I didn't just spend time with them I got the unique and richer experience of sharing our souls. Meeting people you dont know or even those you do, quiet often means spending time with whats on the surface. Meaning what people choose to show of themselves.Going beyond our surface meant sharing many heart felt magic moments. We had so many laughs (many coming from Stine lol) and many deep life enriching shares and conversations. Meeting Lou has changed my life forever. I feel closer to God then I have ever felt before. In fact I had an experience on the plane which I will share in a sec.

I had an awesome time at the Adelaide potluck. Seeing old mates Harley and Freelea with a whole bunch of new people I got to meet was great. I got to have some great discussions with Harley and Freelea which generated its own audience which was funny . Talked about many topics from 811 to food combining. Which I am going to test to form my own educated decision on.

OK about my experience on the plane home. The coming of an end to any holiday is sad but this one was even more intense because I left the Gold Coast with joy and excitement and I came back with pure love in my heart thanks to Berry, Andrew and kids, Lou, Stine and the raw Adelaide crew. With all this love inside I had to listen to my love play list on my ipod. Thinking about all the memories flooded my eyes. I then later switched play lists simply called 'mum's play list'. Its a play list of songs that have a deep meaning to me which connects me to mum. Well listening to these songs on the plane I had a different experience then usual. I started to connect with God in a way not felt before. I started crying from an instant. My body filled with emotion and felt God communicate with me.  I felt him speak to me. I felt for the first time God is working through me. I believe he always has but I felt it which brought emotion not felt before. When I say working through me I mean living my life to help people, to contribute beyond myself and to serve God in my own special way with the gifts I have. The emotions stayed with me right though into the terminal and the walk home. Getting up from my seat to get my luggage above I got a lady's bags first then mine then when we could start walking off the plane I stood to let her through first. The look on her face was the best gift. She had a look of heart felt surprise. Made me feel so good to have such an impact on a stranger. Then entering the terminal seeing people embracing each other with hugs and smiles was beautiful. I felt so much love. I had to go to the bathroom so I did but have never stood there with emotions leaving my body before. Feeling all this love was awesome. Standing waiting for my luggage I could of being forgiven for being sad not having someone at the terminal waiting but I had tears of pure joy in seeing this in others. I share these small events because it reminded of something learnt thats true about life at the AR events I have done . Failure is never one gigantic event, its to not say  'I love you', its not to find happiness in a smile, its not to tell people what they mean to you, its not to say 'thankyou'.

On my way home I started to think about my experience on the plane and I realised something about myself. I use music to see whats going on inside my heart. I was amazed with that discovery. It is so true of me and always has been.

When I got home I was so touched coming home hearing a message from Jen to welcome me home. I love you Jen! You always leave me with heart prints. Always!. I cant wait to hug you and see that smile.

I am so thankful to everyone in my life. I am truly blessed!

Love Sacha

 

So beautiful and inspiring. Thank you for sharing

I was just thinking I havent had much to say in my journal so here is a a funny picture to picture in your heads.

I was just dancing in my long johns to some hip hop. Thats right . dancing in gear I wouldnt show a lover. But it was fun. I only stoped just now because I dont feel like having a shower.

Oh and I made a new dance move today which I will work on to master.

Love The Sachman

Les, when I read your posts I often smile peacefully. But not as much as I just did at the mental image of Sachman in long johns!!!!

xoxoxo

Ditto... he said he wouldn't wear them for a lover so it's just as well we are not!

Show us your grooves dancer man!

xoxoxo

Love you too Salt Water! Haven't seen you for awhile. Having Salt Water withdrawals. We must get together. Have been meaning to call you since your pm which I rudely have not answered... but you are in my thoughts! Must call you tomorrow k?

Love you too Sacha! Must get a recorder so can film Sach dancing!

xoxoxo