Rudolf,

black and white please 

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Thank you Rudolf, I understand, what you are saying.

oh yes Les,

that a very good one

Very good Les...Very good...LOL

lol

well the universe wants to make sure I am listening.  I have just had a HUGE encounter with my father and he wasn't showing much unconditional love to me.  He did not make me feel very worthy of myself or very loving of myself or that he loves me at all.  I am all alone at home with three children, and lucky my husband called me at the right time....I don't know what I would have done to myself.....I really deserve more love than the way he treats me.

I am listening universe, and I have learnt, I know what unconditional love feels like, but right now I have been dealt a big blow and my heart has been broken by the man I thought would be my protector... a protector of his little girl...

Annette,
remember, You are an angel.

get it ?

Angels are above humans behaviours, are totaly independent of humans behaviours negative or positive.

If You still showing the dependancy on the specific humans mental whims, than You are not operating on angel energy.

what other people do or not do to You, actually has nothing to do with You, it is all about them, so there is no need to take it personaly.


Your father simply does not wanna be loved and does wanna to love, but that is purely about him, nothing to do with You.

You are not going to change him.

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Angel disconects from low human energy, and rises up.

this is done internaly first, so the inside ego - logical mind needs to be discionected first

actually I am just talking this with John in Your other topic.

If You looked at it, it is just Your ego, which thinks it needs the love to be shown and given from people, who are not on this Earth for this purpose. Your Ego is so denmanding, that You request from people completely oposite stuff, than what is tehir purpose.

Lets take few examples completely out of personal life and go political...

would You ego request from such a peopkle the following :

from Johny the Coward tp make sure this country propmotes world peace and never engage in a war ?

Johny the Coward had in his life duty to promote and create the wars, so You are not able to change hid destiny so to speak.


Would You try to change * Cheney to promote peace, to promote cleaning the world from drug use etc ? His destiny was to create the reasons for wars, to push anmerica and the whole world into wars, top secure the iopium, production, so he needed to wipe up Taliban etc...

Would Your ego expect the new elected leader of this country to set up the commision to investigate to crimes and war crimes of the previous goverbnement and make them rott in jail, will he cut free from evil states and made australian politics peacefull and independent ?

well his destiny was to cover up and nmade australia available for any future wars ordered by evil countries, so You cant change his destiny.


Have You red all Anastasia books ? there are examples of when Anastasia was doing something like this, cghanmging destinies of some people and destinies of specific groups, plantes etc, but some of the exmaples are such that I would not dare to do it that way, I am refering for example to parts about the white grass circles.


OK so what was the destiny of Your father, have You actualy traveled to the ponit in past, when he was assigned the duties for his life and the behaviours he needed to perform etc, and have YOu traveled to the point in time when You met YOur future parents and agrreed with them on Your life and the relationships with them ?

Their life was done for them, so You choose them because You wantyed to have that particular experience, that You needed to learn very hard lessons from them ?

Perhaps because of changing civilizations, this is Your last life here when You had a chance to experience such a parents behaviour towards YOu, remeber in future no negative emotions on Earth any more...

So You were lucky to find the future fathjer who needed to play this role for himself and so was willing to give You what You needed to experience.


we all have experienced this in previous life, and perhaps Yopu have not yet, so are just catching up with this one, or You wanted to have it really strong, so You can really grow up into angelic energies, having it experienced all, and no more lessons like this needed.


Perhaps sometimes in future You will fully get this and realize what is going on, and perhaps You will become thankfull to Your father to play such a bastard role for You ?


The same way humanity will understand that without Coward, Chenney, Princ Phillip, Bush etc, people will not realize that the faked civilization was rotting, that it was all wrong for centuries, and they needed really to tighten up the screws to get it, still lots of them are not getting it, lots of them now need to experienced to be fooled by Gore etc, new try by Clintons and so on, and so on, and ....

In short futuire humanity will be thakfull to them for showing how rotten it was all and how not sustainable, and will be tahnkfull to them even perhaps for performing the sep11 hoax ?