Okaaaay, is that with the door open or closed?

Thanks Sach, now having naughty thoughts about my fridge, better go before the men in white coats arrive.

Actually a tall well built man in a white coat could look rather like a fridge   :uhuh   no, maybe not LOL.  Food for thought though.

OMG! You ratbag... I read the first sentence and my tummy dropped! LOL. I like your humour. Looking forward to seeing you this afternoon.

xoxoxo

HOURS LATER....

Well you look fab anyhow!

xoxoxo

Oh that is nice but not true. I looked like six different kinds of errrr, garbage when I crossed the finish line today! LOL.

xoxoxox

I was very happy! I was also as red as a tomato! LOL. Deige is now calling me Roma. I don't mind at all! Tee hee.

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Hey Beautiful Sweet BerryBliss, I'm wonderful.  Will come visit your journal soon, xoxoxoxox

I've been doing a lot since I saw you, and had another breakthrough today.  I realised how I've been giving my power away to people since I was young, first to my mother, then to my ex-husband, then to my employers, and finally to my recent ex.  I was the passive one in the relationship with my mother, and I have re-created that situation all through my life. 

I always thought my current boss reminded me of my mum - I thought it was an age/star sign thing.  But I realised today that it is because I had a similar relationship with both of them, but I did learn to stand up to my boss and become quite strong.  And they have a similar amount of positive energy (or lack of it). 

This is a time for me to heal emotionally, and I am more sensitive during this time.  I have realised that for my wellbeing I must surround myself with positive people, and spend much more time communing with nature.  I am trying to avoid shopping centres, and only want to go there in the early mornings if I have to.  The same with my parents' nursing home, only visit in the mornings, protect myself well and get out when I feel affected by the dense energy (then go straight out and hug a tree, seriously lol). 

I've felt presurred lately to do my website, make product, do treatments, etc etc - and all I want to do is nothing, just be by myself.  So as of tonight I'm letting them know where I stand, and if they don't like it then tough.  I have to look after No.1 right now, and it feels good to be more in my power.  I thought I had a bad day (judgement) on Sunday - I went for a run at 5am and ran for 1km before stopping - that's awesome for me who doesn't run.  I tried to do chi running, but I had NO idea lol.  Then I proceeded to spend the whole day in bed - reading, sleeping, reading some more.  I thought I was lazy, but I was doing what I wanted, and that is the most important thing right now.  So while I 'could' have been working on my current orders, I was working on me....and that's great.

So today's been an important turning point for me, and I feel empowered right now.  I am Aries sun - yeah!

I had an appointment with a Native American healer today, and it was amazing.  I now have certain tools to help me release old emotional stuff, but that was only part of it. 

During the physical healing he dissolved the ovarian cysts I had on both ovaries    this was the reason I had problem periods, and I now know the reasons I developed the cysts in the first place.  My period is due next week, it'll be interesting to see how it changes. 

My digestion has also improved - we muscle tested to make sure, and yeah, I can feel a difference tonight.  I've had this problem my whole life, and if it is fixed then that is a blessing. 

I've noticed lately that my breathing has improved outta sight, that is probably why I can run without puffing a few metres up the road heehee.

Time for a hot bath, my muscles are starting to ache.  Ohhhh...sounds good 
My abdomen is a little tender tonight, a little tlc will fix it up.