
Jen thanks for the laugh I really needed it.....B12 oh the controversy lol
I’ve been avoiding my journal because I haven’t been in the best frame of mind over the past few days. Yesterday the waterworks where running all day I just could not stop crying. I felt so horrible emotionally that I wanted desperately to numb myself and this is when I usually resort back to bad habits like drinking, smoking, eating, not eating, overworking, over exercising whatever I can do to stop feeling. I was trying to ride out the emotions as best as I could but ended up stuffing down some raw almond and date rolls. Ok so this is no way near as bad as what I used to do but I was seriously paying for it after. I’ve been eating only bananas and green veg this week and my poor belly didn’t know what hit when I ate the date rolls, I was doubled over in pain for hours. Hopefully I’ve learnt my lesson.
Veg xx